I have no tumblr on my computer but I have tumblr on my phone and goddamnit its snowing and beautiful and as much as I hate this campus I feel awesome and I just wanted to blog about it.
every moment of my life can be described as “that was a dark time for me”
went to see 2001: a space odyssey at my campus’s theater by myself and it was great because i ate a whole roll of sweetarts and a whole thing of popcorn and didn’t have to share with anyone but i felt a little lonely at first because it was required for one of the philosophy classes so a bunch of people rolled in with friends and significant others and i thought to myself “wow there is no one here that i like enough to invite them to see a movie with me”.
i miss liking people. i think i’ve become really cynical in four short years.
seasonal affective disorder is real and if i could have the cold weather and sweaters and hot drinks and everything that comes with late fall/early winter but still have 13 hours of sunlight per day i would probably be the happiest person in the world.